I'm dissociating today. I feel floaty and I feel like I can see over my own shoulder. It's never as bad as it was when I was in highschool, but it's a bit strong today. My mom is picking up my testosterone today, hopefully. The pharmacy couldn't fill the specific prescription that my doctor put in, so he had to change it to a slightly different one, so I just hope that got done yesterday so I can have my testosterone today.

I'm gonna try and draw today, but the dissociation is making picking up the pen kind of weird. My everything feels like TV static, and when I pick up the pen it's like the pen becomes part of the static and I have to put it back down. I don't know. My body and brain are fucked as fuck. I might just spend the day outside if I can't get anything on the tablet; maybe if I bring out a sketchbook I can still do some drawing.

Also added a bunch of Pokémon-related stuff to my goals as I have a ton of 'mons to transfer to HOME now that Bank is dying. For those who are worried that Bank itself will be completely inaccessible post-closure: PKSM is a tool that functions similar to Bank, and the Pretendo team are working on keeping Bank open for transfers between Gens 1-7. Unfortunately though, due to the way HOME IDs are generated, connection back to HOME won't be possible.